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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 00:54:50 GMT

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you’re bleeding

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy
But I’m not gonna be okey!

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don’t know what it’s like
What it’s like!

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Monday, August 29, 2005

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 20:51:58 GMT

hi! I'm in the middle of working on my S.S. project on 3-way with Ally and Leanna. ok... i've gotta go get my HW done... and/or get Ally a xanga.

<3 <3 <3
Megan

Sunday, August 28, 2005

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 21:09:40 GMT

i should pin my heart to my back
so when i walk away
you can see it breaking
<3h

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 16:02:37 GMT

Go HERE it's the funniest thing I've personally ever seen! Listen closely if you go to it. well, I've got a busy day today so I'm going to go for now.

<3 <3 <3
Megs

Friday, August 26, 2005

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 22:52:52 GMT

lol... I just left "J.J. the Hot "N" Sexy Jet Plane" a comment. rotfl! don't ask... if you really want to know read the comment he left me on my entry i left yesterday. lol. well, I'm gunna go... again!

Megs

EDIT: Survery thingy from Mavis's site:

Ten random things about me:
1. I play saxophone.
2. I am an artist.
3. I read lots of books.
4.I love to sing.
5. I get good grades, but I really don't think an academic future is for me, and quite frankly don't feel as if grades are incredibly important as long as you know which way is up. I want to go to art school and become an art teacher.
6. I'm attempting to learn how to dance.
7. I dont have a favorite type of music just as long as it's not rap. I hate rap.
8. I reread books i like hundreds of times before I get tired of them..
9. Current Favorite Group : Bowling for Soup. Group I Secretly Used to Like : Backstreet Boys
10. I can use art to make me feel better, to have fun, and just to proove to people I really can do well in art no matter what they say. Try it, it clears your mind and helps you forget your problems.

Fifteen Places I've Been:
1. Flordia
2. Colorado
3. Texas
4. Minnesota
5. Wisconsin
6. Canada
7. Puerto Rico
8. Nebraska
9. Arizona
10. Nevada
11. Kansas
12. Missouri
13. Iowa
14. New Jersey (kinda... does the airport count?)
15. Georgia (same^)

Eight Things I Wish to do Before I Die:
1. become an accomplished artist
2. Fall in love with someone that's not in a fiction book.
3. Never be talked into becoming a public speaker.
4. Confess that I love whoever I fall in love with.
5. Visit Paris for a year.
6. Be a Thru-Hiker on the Appalachian Trail.
7. stop having bad days.
8. start rembering more things.

Seven Ways to My Heart:
1. Be Yourself
2. Like me for who I am, and don't try to make me be someone I'm not.
3. Just live like a nice person, though don't attach to me as if you're a leech.
4. flirt (lol).
5. Let humor enter your life.
6. Be someone I can talk to no matter what.
7. Have similar interests as me, but remember, opposites attract.

Six Things I Believe In:
1. God
2. Freedom
3. A life purpose
4. Standing up for your beliefs.
5. Living like there's no tomorrow
6. Loving like there's no today

Five Things I'm Afraid of:
1. people
2. Complete and total darkness.
3. loving someone who doesn't love me
4. losing my dreams
5. dying without really living

Four Favorite Things in My Room:
1. Computer
2. Bed
3. Books
4. Cable TV

Three Things I Do Every Day:
1. Talk a, ton
2. dance
3. Read

Two Things I'm Trying Not to Do at the Moment...
1. Hiccup
2. Get songs stuck in my head.

One person I Wish I Could See RIGHT Now.
1. Mrs. K

Friday, August 26, 2005

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 22:39:54 GMT

Hi! How are you? well... I've gotta find out what I'm doing tomorrow. I'm either going to anna's or to Cliff's. well... c-ya'll!

<3 <3 <3
Megan

Friday, August 26, 2005

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 01:06:51 GMT

go here: http://www.funnyjunk.com/pages/mindreader.htm it's amasing and always knows what you're thinking!!!!! It's scary!!!!!

Thursday, August 25, 2005

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 23:05:13 GMT

Hi everyone! How are you? I had a sorta bad day today. HERE's the best site in the world!!!!! And Daniel Bedingfield and Natasha Bedingfield 's web sites. well, I guess I'll see ya'll @ school!

<3 Ya!
Megan

PS: Nobody has had me make a dollz person for them!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!

Monday, August 22, 2005

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 10:37:20 GMT

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!!!!!!! Thanks for the comments ya'll! I love every one of you! lol. so, I'll c-ya later! I get home around 3 if anyone wants to call! 537-5768!!!!!

<3 Ya!
Megan

Saturday, August 20, 2005

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 17:36:58 GMT

NI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry bout that, Mavis got me stuck. ok, so... My b-day party for when my family comes ( not friends, just family or you'd b here, depending on who you are... No friend party this year... my mom's mean! lol) is tomorrow so I have to clean my room and stuff tomorrow before they come and... other than that I just have spare time today. I've been sewing most of the morning and later I'm going to snoop for presents but other than that I've got not much to do... I think I'll watch a movie... Durn!!!!! I wish I had Monty Python!!!

Lots Of Love!
Megan

ooooohhhh ahhhhh ehhhh weeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!